1. |
In Some Time
03:21
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in some time
I'll look back on this point in life
see all the dreams that I've left behind
and tell myself that I could have if I tried
in some time
I'll miss something under my nose
tell myself I don't need new clothes
and I'll act open while I am really closed
in some time
I'll feel the same
wondering why I never made a change
in some time
further down the road
I'll still have no idea just where it goes
in some time
I'll dig myself a deeper hole
eating but not getting full
celebrating all of my pathetic goals
in some time
I'll lose track of all the passing days
watch my friends and family decay
and I'll pretend that everything's okay
in some time
I'll feel the same
wondering why I never made a change
in some time
further down the road
I'll still have no idea just where it goes
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2. |
Not The End Of The World
02:18
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rainy day inside
another day just flew by
right before my eyes
scared of the future
afraid to die with regrets
take a risk or two
no motivation
it's not the end of the world
it's the end of mine
I'm lost in this world
a traveler with no map
stumbling forward
wide awake at night
burning questions in my mind
my head's on fire
I'm longing to feel
the sense of me belonging
I just hope I can
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3. |
Aftermath Homework
02:19
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I'll see you in the morning
I'll be here mourning
in the meantime
about a life no longer
that makes me stronger
to live without
I know that it's not healthy
but I can't help it
sometimes
to see my broken bridges
and bad decisions
in different lives
so I'll torture myself
and whoever else
comes along
it's not according to plan
it's just who I am
at least for now
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4. |
Standing Still
04:51
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laying down, under the stars
camping in, my backyard
James and I, against the world
it's won some fights, but not the war
no bottles for, the lightning
memories, in hiding
I don't mind, the expense
I just pray, it strikes again
trying hard, to see
forest through, the trees
winter nights, cigarettes
poetic, silence
the moon and I, all alone
traveling, to parts unknown
lost in thought, among the stars
lost on earth, at least so far
spiraling
standing still
at the top
of the hill
watching the
world go on
just the same
if I were gone
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5. |
Ghosts
05:28
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I found her in the place I last expected
the place from which she tried to run away
I saw the pictures and I started crying
that was the last time that I felt this way
I'm seeing ghosts in the mirror
I saw another life before my eyes
I just want another chance
but I can't turn back time
I have to let it go
but I can't say goodbye
I have to let it go
but I can't say goodbye
when I was a kid I was in a bad situation
and it didn't matter what I tried
powerless and angry is a bad combination
all I wanted was to run and hide
as I got older, sick of living in the picture
that I wish had never changed
got a new perspective, no help from the scripture
had to accommodate and rearrange
I'm seeing ghosts in the mirror
I saw another life before my eyes
I just want another chance
but I can't turn back time
I have to let it go
but I can't say goodbye
I have to let it go
but I can't say goodbye
I don't think that I could have made a difference
it's been so long but it still feels like yesterday
now I've got nothing left to hold onto
except a dream that can never see the light of day
I'm seeing ghosts in the mirror
I saw another life before my eyes
I just want another chance
but I can't turn back time
I have to let it go
but I can't say goodbye
I have to let it go
but I can't say goodbye
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6. |
Don't Shine On Me
02:27
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it doesn't feel right
for the sun to shine on me
the clocks all say nine
but it might as well be three
they say it's all part
of a master plan - we'll see
so the new chapter starts
not the one I wanted to read
I felt like a monster
up until the end I didn't cry
I held it together
but I didn't really need to try
what's wrong with me?
do I have no soul or am I desensitized?
this was no stranger
and it wasn't even the first time
I know you're not upset
or I would have killed for a retry
I thought I'd see you next week
so I didn't say a real goodbye
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7. |
Lose/Lose
02:35
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I'm so scared of wasting my time
I spend all of it trying to unwind
I don't often care what others say
and I'm the only one standing in my way
so I set my standards much too high
so I'm bound to fail and unlikely to try
I like to think that I'm a good guy
but I can't love myself and I don't know why
I've got friends and family at home
but somehow I still feel so alone
my head's above water but somehow I still drown
I know they would help me but I don't want to drag them down
on paper I should be just fine
but that's what ends up speeding up my decline
I can't wait to break this bad mindset
that says that I haven't earned the right to be upset
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8. |
Upstate October
01:29
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9. |
You Again
03:37
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I had a funny feeling
that I'd be dealing
with you tonight
when life, seems too good to be true
you change my world view
'til I agree
so tell me what you want
and tell me what you need
we gotta make this work
if we're gonna succeed
you would think by now
that I could read your mind
but let me just assure you
I might as well be blind
when I, want peace and quiet
you just deny it
and drag me down
when I, want war and volume
you wear a costume
and hide away
so tell me what you want
yeah tell me what you need
we gotta make this work
if we're gonna succeed
you would think by now
that I could read your mind
well let me just assure you
I might as well be blind, baby
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just need to make it through the night
all alone against myself
need to stop looking so far ahead
through the eyes of someone else
because if I can do it once
then I can do it twice
who knows, maybe someday
I'll finally take my own advice
in the master plan that I designed
it's full of holes and usually feels like a waste of time
I know that I want to see the end
but my future self will say that these words are just pretend
I'm terrified of standing still, but I can't seem to change
I don't know what to call it, but it's much more than strange
time seems to be flying by, when I'm not having fun
feels like everyone is far ahead, when I've only just begun
big plans start coming to mind
delusions of grandeur, perfectly undefined
tomorrow I will be a better man
fill in all the holes in my imperfect master plan
surely I won't end up right back where I began
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